So I haven’t tumbled in a while, since well, I believe my little one was born. She is going on 8 months in about a week. Time flies! I am currently living in North Carolina with my boyfriend. I am happy. :) I will be putting photo bombs of my baby, and I am currently in the process of losing weight so I will be making a weight loss tumblr so I can focus only on weight loss issues on that one...
One month post partum I am starting my baby food diet and exercise, ima take emilyn for a stroller ride around the block a few times after I garden
being a mommy
so ive been pretty busy, my little girl will be a month on saturday! i cant believe it. i pretty much have been getting adjusted, and on her schedule. i love my little girl, she is so sweet and she makes me smile! me and tim are proud to be her parents.
I think I am anemic, I have been very lethargic lately, I have no energy and I sleep most of the day. Actually I am really sleepy right now. I love the idea of being pregnant and bringing life to a beautiful baby, but… I’m so miserable. :(
i miss my make up, the most I do is powder my face enough to hide the blemishes! And that’s only if I’m leaving the house I havent worn mascara, lipsticks, eye shadow… I wore a little eyeliner for my baby shower… But I miss getting up in the morning, putting on a pretty face and making sure my hair is at least decent! I don’t like combing my hair and straightening...
All I do is worry worry worry…. I have so much on my mind and it’s not healthy. Not at all.. :( I just don’t know what to do, but pray. Pray for strength and guidance. :(
I was wondering the other day when my two old friends from high school came over, they asked me if I am staying here after the baby is born. Even my family always asks that question. But clearly. No! Lol.. I am gonna be with the father of my child! I came here to spend time with my parents, and to relax, and be there for my mom who lost her mom. I hate to say this but I will be glad when I...
I can’t believe my baby girl will almost be full term inside me! What a relief to make it this far and know your baby is just healthy, happy, and growing and ready for life! I can’t say ive been the most relaxed.. I’ve been more impatient and a little stressed. I got a scare at my doctors office none the less. I go to my appointment, it’s at 1:40, I didn’t get...
I don’t think I’ll be able to put my baby in another room :( I want her to sleep near me at least for a little while next to the bed in her rocker :( I hope tim doesn’t mind, I know he will want to be able to sleep but i can always sleep in another room :( i feel like I’ve been protecting her in my womb so much that I will get sad if she comes out and is exposed to people,...
I hate it when hes away.
I really need tim right now, his love, affection, and companionship. I’m so lucky to have him, our busy week and schedules have made us so distant because of the lack of communication due to him working, me our doing something, or one of us is napping I just miss my boyfriend :( I’ll see him soon though, that’s all I can really look forward to.
Tim is getting leave through fmla :) that makes me happy and puts me at ease! Today was a horrible day! Wasn’t feeling too well, I went to check my blood pressure and it was high :( it did go down after two and a half hours to almost normal. It went from 149/89 To 140/92 To 132/90 It made me scared, I didn’t wanna have to go to the hospital so I did a walk in at my doctors...
Hah as of shaving isn’t hard enough, I just noticed all my missed spots when I lifted my pant and saw all my missed leg hairs :X
I can’t wait to meet our baby, but most of all… I can’t wait to see my love! It’s been way too long I’m so anxious!
I always say things I don’t mean when I’m angry.
Which coming home outfit I want :) I’m packing both for the hospital! Just because.. Sometimes when you first see the baby I think you just know!
Packed my hospital bag, well mostly items for myself :) I just have to pack for tim, but I’ll have to wait till he gets here! And things for my baby girl! Like her coming home outfit :) I’m so excited, I can’t wait to meet her! Tim is also excited! He is trying to come down here on may 7th.. We are waiting to see what his job tells him about leave since we are not married,...
I feel so sad, I didn’t hear from tim today at all. :( Well only when he first went into work in the morning, I got a text, but I didn’t get anything else since… 2:30am my time.. I just miss him that’s all maybe when I hear from him tomorrow I’ll feel better. My little one hasn’t been moving much inside me, but I’m starting to get all the aches and...
baby shower favors I made for the 14th of April
My little baby shower favors! It’s for April 14th next sat. Ill be 35 weeks + 5 days! :)
Honestly, I wonder why some people don’t have common sense. At my child birth class, the instructor asked if we had any questions about the medicine given to us during labor, such as epidural or the spinal shot. Some girl was asking about painkillers… Something that didn’t have anything to do with what we were talking about Like what if the narcotics have penicillin in it and...
Cannot get comfortable for the life of me Having on and off cramps My back feels like there is so much pressure My swelling went down a little I’m having heartburn after anything I eat :( I can’t get up right! Seriously I have to roll around, push myself up, than that’s where my back fails me :( These are symptoms I need to remind my doctor about on wed
34 weeks tomorrow… Swollen legs Big, no huge! round tummy… Dizzy when I stand.. Feeling nauseated with less hunger! Idk.. Haha it’s not getting any easier I can tell ya that! I was on my feet for a while.. And my legs got to looking like elephant legs! Hehe 6 more weeks! Or 4/5 if baby girl decides to come out early.. :) I told tim I am not having her without him I...
Everytime I hear Randy Travis, “Forever and ever amen” On he radio I get excited because Tim feels that way about me :)
I havnt been so hungry lately :( I keep trying to force feed myself because I know I’m suppose to snack every 2 hours Ive been sleeping good which makes me happy, I start getting drowsy around 9pm and I sleep till 7:30am, but I do wake up to use the bathroom a few times in the middle of the night. :) I’m kinda happy I don’t get the urge to eat more food though, being pregnant...
Rude people.. I was the the 99c store looking for some sewing thread, I found it after looking through every damn isle.. Than I was at the check out and this lady was trying to squeeze herself and her stroller through the checkout isle I was in… There was no room, but she decided to fit through instead of go around the other empty isle.. She was acting so stupid, making comments like,...
Hmm some people might be a little too desperate for love. It’s not hard for someone to love someone, but if it’s taking a long time, than maybe your not the one… Ever thought of it that way? I hate seeing people wait around for someone to one day wake up and say, hey I love you, when they don’t even take the time to acknowledge them or what that person means to them.. I...
I wish I wasn’t going out to breakfast, because I could have made my own, pancakes, eggs, oj, and bacon! Mmm
I’m a mess. Haha It’s 7am I need to shower, do my hair and make up, try to find which maxi dress makes me look the thinnest.. Haha well it’s not so bad when u look at my front side, it’s when I turn to the side, I should come with a warning saying wide load! Haha I dont regret my tummy, I am giving birth to a beautiful daughter in 6 weeks. I just hate all the crap that...
Having breakfast with the girls today, Michelle, Natasha, and not sure who else.. But it should be nice :) I have to see if chelle wants to go visit one of the fortune tellers with me soon..
I refuse to be a broken person. I get over things and people when and if I need to. I am stubborn and hard headed but I don’t live my life for someone else who is not worth my time :)
I had a dream about Tim.. We were together living in our own home, had some people over just bringing us things they don’t need anymore or don’t want, than we went to our room to have alone time. That is the closest I’ve gotten to getting any from him. Its killing me, I miss having sex with my boyfriend and I miss just having him there next to me every night. I need him, this...
My heart hurts.
Keeping myself busy by making bows for the baby shower favors. Like pooh would say, oh bother I miss tim :( I havnt talked to him as much as id like to :(